Whatever is a blog written
by John Scalizi. John defines the struggle of what it means to be poor, not how
you become poor, or why you are poor, just the truth and raw realism of what
being poor means. He writes through anger and passion and without hiding behind
a curtain but with intent to showcase his world, a world that nobody notices or
understands.
Each
sentence starts with “being poor is.” It is powerful. It’s a list with bullet
points to give each statement its own respect. This keeps the reader intrigued
because you don’t get lost or become bored like you might in a normal sentence
structure paragraph. The emotion seems to pour from his heart right onto a page
without shame as though he hates being poor but has accepted it for what it is.
He talks about struggling with money and how the smallest amount, even a penny,
is sacred. There are bullet points where in one sentence conveys something
essential like food is to be valued and appreciated because some nights you
might now have any. “Being poor is, crying when you spill the Mac’N Cheese on
the floor.” There are references about how he struggles to not only take care
of himself but also his kids, trying to explain to them that they need to make
a box of raisin bran last. He has no shame about what he writes and what he’s
gone through, but some shame about what he has, in a way, been forced to do just
to live another day. This would include stealing meat from the store because
there is no money to pay for it and there is no other option or he would have
done it. The struggle to protect the ones he loves, his kids, and denying jobs
he desperately needed because he couldn’t trust a sitter. Especially when the
cops keep busting down the door in the neighbors property. Hoping his kids
don’t grow because new cloths, even though they are never brand new, seem so
hard to obtain. Shoes with glued on soles and underwear from good will was
their normal. He knows how much everything costs because he is poor enough he
can count his dollars.
John, this man who has struggled
through everything reveals that this post is not about him, but about
compassion. In 2005 Katrina hit New Orleans and destroyed everything. He knew
that there were people there left in the same shape he’s lived almost his whole
life. It’s the outcasts, the overlooked, the ones who really need just a bottle
of water. Who at least had something, but now really have nothing. People may
ask those people why didn’t they leave; he explains they had no place to go,
just like he didn’t, and that made him angry, angry for them. He defines what
it means to be poor, what it means to struggle, the realism and rawness of what
being poor makes you feel like. The ability to showcase that he exists and that
this world exists and you may choose to ignore even when real people are living
it.

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